NYNYS Mission May 28-31, 1996

I had been out and around Manhattan all day.  When I went back to meet my comp in Time Square an Elder told me a girl, a nanny from Connecticut was looking for me and she was just there.  She was now up the street so I ran up the street.  I went up the street I saw a little crowd of girls and Lisa, Matt Johnson’s girlfriend was there.   She remembered I was in New York and looked for me.  Of all the days we ended up in Manhattan on the same day. What a blessing.  She was even at my farewell. Wow. 

NYNYS Mission May 14-23, 1996

Nothing more counts than doing your best. What does it matter if someone is better? Will you become worse because you are focusing on them (something you are not) and not focusing on yourself (something you are)?

I am starting to respect my companion a lot. He’s actually a very good guy. He has a lot of excellent qualities. I am very much loving his companionship.

NYNYS Mission – May 10-13, 1996

  The whole day has been a Deja Vu.  I dreamed this day.  Everywhere I went everything I did, I had dreamed it all. I don’t know it was almost like a day of revelation.  It was the weirdest feeling I can’t explain.  It was just nuts.  We may finally have baptisms.  I’m learning a lot from my new companion.   It’s like I know that my heavenly father wants me to have certain attributes.  I know he is trying to get me to learn them.  I dreamed them. 

NYNYS Mission April 18-20, 1995

So, some more mission stories. I must say. I’m not going to justify my actions. I realize growing up, it took me a while to really clue into life. Once I clued in, I realized I wasn’t naturally born with leadership skills. I’m grateful for these experiences. But from what I’m reading about myself, I kind of feel like I was more an expletive than a leader. I know some people wouldn’t acknowledge their faults quite like this, but I admit I have them

NYNYS Mission April 14-15, 1996

OK, there will probably be a few weeks of these painful posts. I really had a hard time with the missionary I trained. We were about the same age. His history was a convert and college graduate. My history was a reclaimed burnout. He was a native Spanish speaker, I had only been speaking Spanish for a few months. It was truly a tug-a-war with him