I lost my wallet.
Was I visited by Satan?
I had a strange dream that made me feel I may have been visited by Satan last night.
Perfect
The ups and downs for being a father. Do I expect my kids to be perfect? No.
How did I do this week? September 21, 2025
Covering a few topics. The assassination of Charlie Kirk — wow, where do you begin?, Isaiah started school, I started a TikTok channel, I started a CTR Ring Hunt, My pinkie
Daily Vlog – July 20, 2025
I’m not dead. I’ve just had a lot going on.
NYNYS Mission July 9-15, 1997
My mission journals for July 9-15, 1997
A Suicidal Rollercoaster
When I was young, one of my favorite bands was Suicidal Tendencies. As a teenager between junior high and high school, I loved their shock-and-awe style and disturbing lyrics. My friend (the bishop’s kid) and I made a Suicidal Tendencies T-shirt in craft class, featuring a sweet graphic and listing all the ways the guy tried to kill himself in the song Suicidal Failure.
TikTok Is The Devil
Then it changed to TikTok. I swear it was designed to throw content at you based on what it thought you wanted to see—not what you actually wanted to see. A few of the trends shared with me genuinely terrified me, and I asked my daughter to stop using the app because TikTok is the Devil!
It Is Enough At This Moment
I needed that experience. My heart has been heavy. My burdens have felt overwhelming. While answers haven’t come about the path forward for our family or for my son, that moment reminded me God is close. And if He can help someone else through me, it is enough at this moment.
Where is my place in this world?
As I drove to the ER, I decided to listen to some music by Michael W. Smith. An old but familiar song came on called My Place In This World.