This was an interesting time for me. It was like a tug of war on my soul. It was exciting to be a Spanish missionary; or at least the thought of becoming one. I went through a lot of highs and lows in the process of switching from English to Spanish.
NYNYS Mission Oct 21, 1995
Oct 21, 1995
Wow, crazy day. We had a baptism this morning. After the baptism, we looked outside. It was a wall of water All the streets were flooded, and we had to run home in it puddles a foot deep
NYNYS Mission Oct 27 – Nov 9, 1995
Oct 27, 1995
Wow, I’m in Flatbush now. When I came to Zone Conference I didn’t expect to come back, but I’m here. I don’t know why, but I still feel bad, like I made a wrong decision, kick against the pricks.
NYNYS Mission Nov 10-15, 1995
Nov 10, 1995
What? I’m back in Bushwick.
NYNYS Mission Nov 18, 1995
Nov 18, 1995
“I did want to talk a little bit about my Spanish. I’m very bad at it. I really on God so much for help and for Him to put the message in people’s hearts because I can’t speak it. I’m continually praying for strength and support. I’m studying so hard. As much as I can bare. He is helping. It’s coming slowly.”
NYNYS Mission Nov 26 – Dec 3 1995
Nov 26, 1995
Boy, we had good things going but no baptisms. Suck. We fasted for 40 baptisms today and nobody could keep their fast.
NYNYS Mission Jan 3-5, 1996
Jan 3, 1996
I’m trying my best to straighten out my thoughts.
NYNYS Mission Jan 15-29, 1996
Jan 15, 1996
Today we baptized Pablo… I’m sick of my comp calling me gump.
[I get it, I fried a few brain cells, I talk like a burnout, it’s not necessary]
NYNYS Mission Feb 5-13, 1996
Feb 5, 1996 (Monday)
Sunday was cool. I got up and bore my testimony. I thought I was brave, heavenly father did good helping me. So, we were out trackting and a lady let us in; a Jehovah’s Witness.
NYNYS Mission Feb 14-16, 1996
Feb 15, 1996 (Tuesday)
At transferred yesterday Bailey said 3 zones had requested me to be in them. I don’t know why. I’m an outcast, a wallflower, it seems too weird. Bailey was wondering what I was up to. I didn’t do anything. Maybe God just wants me to have a little joy in my life. I feel noticed and loved.